Almost

Shadows bleeding through the light,
Where the love once shined so bright,
Came without a reason.
Don't let go on us tonight,
Love's not always black and white,
Why haven't I always loved you?
And when I need you
You're almost here
And I know thats,
Not enough.
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cos you're only almost here.

¿Parece que soy incapaz de caer en el amor otra vez, parezco aguanto todavía, pero para qué? o quién? (Spainish)
Il semble que je suis incapable de tomber dans l'amour encore, il semble comme je suis calme tenant sur, mais pour que ? ou qui ? (French)
it seems that i am unable to fall in love again, it seems like i am still holding on, but for what ? or whom? (English)

p.s to a dear friend, i'm sorry for what i've done, i shall give u ur space if u need me, just give me a buzz.. btw... w-a-b-b-i-t misses u very much ;)

Hello Everyone...

Hie .. you all must be wondering why in the world i put up those 2 post earlier... well here's a clue thats both posts best describe my Mood Of late.. hihihi ;) .. Enjoy..

Helena

Long ago
Just like the hearse, you die to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on, just like a match you strike te incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what’s the worst you take (worst you take)
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well, I've been holding on tonight
[chorus]
What’s the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight
Came a time
When every star falls
Brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what’s the worst you take (worst you take)
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well, I've been holding on tonight
[chorus]
What’s the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight
Well, if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight
Can you hear me
Are you near me
Can we pretend to leave and then
We’ll meet again, when both our cars collide
[chorus]
What’s the worst that I can say
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight
Well, if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight

I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go
It's better off this way
For all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
From jumping out the second floor
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again
You sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you'd read me like a book
But the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay
(Trust me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

Silent Woes...

Hi blog good morning... sigh.. can't believe i writing this at 330 in the morning... can't sleep i just slept for more then 12 hours... now feeling as fresh as ever... on top of that very hungry... anyway.. events of late have been monotonous... girls i've known b4 starting to ignore me.. sigh... bz or wat so ever i don't know.. must be that i'm just an irritating person.. make them feel congested... well its ok i'll go away... hmm well left less then 10 working shifts for me to complete my NS.. surprisingly i made a new close friend with someone unexpected at all.. used not to be able to get along but now we some how got used to it and now we are friends ... funny how this worlds go round... always the unexpected things will be the one that happens.. hmm now the crossroads of my life is getting closer and i'm still have not decided on what to do... work or study?? or even both.. ?? really can't make my decision... my dreams are still alive and kicking i guess it does have influence in why i have not decided on what i should to.. both decision have influence in the outcome of whether to pursue my dream.. By the way fara if u are reading this.. where have u been? ... hmm and zul if u happen to stumble upon this and reading it.. here's a punch in the face for you ... WHAM!.. thats for breaking her heart... enough about that... hmmm soccer i wonder what my coach have been doing .. have not heard from them for weeks i think maybe more... if u no longer interested... just tell us... we are happy to get other people to coach us .. it may not be the same or as highly qualified but at least they are willing to improve us with or without money... the team is more and more becoming one as a team when u both are NOT there... too many high class stars that they don't know that soccer is a team game not individuals.. call urself uefa licence coach shame on you that u can't even see that... :P .. bluek.. oh one more thing what i've heard lately is that ur team have been losing right? well we are seem to be doing much better.. in the mid table of the league.. hahhah see now who have the last laugh... well i've said a lot today.. time to leave it for another day.. take care mosier blog... :)

love lost...

hmmm been so long since i wrote something... well here goes... i have been to a lot of movies which i never have before this period.. don't really know why but must go see movie... haha crazy me....the soccer seems to be doing quite well lately... and surprisingly without any proper coach around.. scored a goal for my police team... as for my band no gigs up yet but we got one new english song just composed... which is a new progress as our songs composed previously are malay songs.. thats about all i guess lately.. as for love life... haha its a joke... if not for my friends i'll be fucking lonely... no luck what so ever in love... it has always been eluding me and it still have even thou at times able to get hold of it, somehow it will slip away again.. looks like i need to put a new lock next time i caught it... well i think thats all for today bloghead.. till another time... bluekk !! :P