A Good Day Turn Bad

hi blog!..... so far it has been a bad week for me.... let me tell you what happen... on monday morning i've finally able to have breakfast again with my friends at work after all this months. Anyway i'm back to working in office hour and being promoted to engineer level... anyway back to the story while eating breakfast i saw *her walking towards the stall to get her breakfast too. Our eyes met but its no longer the look which says hi! but rather more to saying i hope he doesn't see me... so sad... we used to be so close... we grew apart ever since my confession to her of my true feelings towards her after all these years... it all blew up after she keep asking advice from me regarding her troublesome bf and having feelings for another guy... it just blew up in my head... its my fault for having feelings for her when i already know it was not possible as i am not her type of guy... even before the confession i already knew her answer its just that i need to get it of my chest... but foolish of me to think that we will still be able to stay as friends... *sad*.... well anyway... the good thing about it is that i was able to give my gf my full attention after that... our relationship improves and i finally felt the warm of love which was absent before in the relationship... well lets get back to topic... today, i've just confirm a meeting date with a recording label for my band.... Yay!! after all this years of playing around trying to make it. promises after promises were broken. Now it actually happen... meeting with the label will be on 15 Nov .... it will decide our fate... whether we make or break.... so i decide to tell this good news to my gf .... but ... somehow it didn't go well ... she basically does not want me to commit ... but how can i say no to my dream??? you can only receive this type of opportunity once in a lifetime... this time i did my own homework on the company ... they are run by respectable people who have been in the industry for a very long time ... they are in contact with a number of already established artists ... hopefully we can learn from them even if we don't make it .... the lesson learnt can be used to guide other bands ... maybe start my own studio ... :) ... hmmm i've written a lot today ... well to be continued .... now tired .... bubbye